Defeated

Do you ever feel defeated, like our life is going absolutely nowhere? That is how I feel today. I just feel like I am getting nowhere and nothing, no matter how hard I try, is going to change. I need a big change in my life but not sure which direction I want to take or what I need to do to make it happen. I do know one thing though. My life can't keep going to way it is going. It is getting very depressing.

I kind of feel the same way about my writing too. I feel no matter how hard I try I am getting nowhere with it. I want people to read what I have written but how will I ever accomplish that. I want my stories to reach all the corners of the globe and then some.

I will conquer both my life and my writing somehow, some way because I don't like being stuck in limbo. I don't like not being able to do anything.